My dog's name is lucky, 6years old this year. &he's old alr. I still remembered that first day we brought him home. His fur was totally black. For your info, i have asthma and im not supposed to get close with pets with fur. But the doctor said my asthma is just minor. Well, so we got a dog. I didnt really dare to play with him, because he was small and active and back then, i didnt dare to get near dogs as im afraid they might bite me.

But My dog, Lucky was the only dog that made me accept him. For the first few years, i didnt really play or bathe for him or even bring him down for a walk. Until my breakup last year, he had been there for me without fail. I still had it clearly in my mind that on that night when i was crying myself to sleep, my dog was sleeping outside my room throughout the whole night until i find him outside my door after i wake up the next morning. I was shocked, really shocked. Then now, he's not only a dog but a great companion.. Just now, i saw him walking weirdly like dragging his leg. I was so scared until i wanna find him a vet now to cure him. But my godma said she'll bring him to the vet tmr. I can never forget this feeling of someone leaving you.

First was my dad, then my great grandmother, then my grandpa then my uncle. &lastly, my ex bf who breakup with me too. Great great impact. All of them were so closed to me. From young, i told myself i didnt wanna have any pets or even flowers. Because dont like that feeling. But i know in life, things happened and we have to learn to accept this. So what if we move on after they depart?

They'll still be deeply remembered in our heart. Occasionally when i mention about my dad or any of my loved ones that left me, there will still be tears in my eyes. As much as i need them, i think god needs them more than i do. I know one day my dog will leave me, but i hope it's not this soon. i still havent spend enough time with him, i need time to slowly accept the fact that everyoe will depart this world someday.

That is why i advise everyone to cherish the moment and treasure the people you love now. if not you may end up regretting someday. :(